Am going away today ...... Am off for a week ....
I hope I'll feel better when I get back.
This isn't running away or so .. but I need to face things , and I need to see feel a different ambience.
Currently , I am walking in a dream .. and viewing myself as a 3rd person from above .. It is very hard to explain , but most of the time , I dont feel like me .. It feels like I'm watching someone who looks like me , but behaves and thinks and feels differently ... and as though I'm going to save this person who looks like me ..
With the previous post , I made a diamond jubilee (75 years in American usage) ... we are talking abt 75 posts here !!
Just realised something last night. The female brain is amazing ... it multitasks at an impossible pace. I never knew I could get so many things done , but pushed into a corner , racing against time, the brain comes up with so many different solutions.
Was reading a book - "The Cat's Eye" (by Margaret Atwood) .. rather a gloomy novel .. but worth a read , especially to see the horrors that girls (or boys) go through while growing up ... Shows how cruel kids are .. especially if your beliefs are different
I am more than ever convinced about Instinct, ESP and telepathy. Of course , the ability you have as a child decreases as you grow older because of preconcieved notions and fears that you develop. Neverthless , it still exists
So , see you all ... Will check the blog as often as I can ... .( which may not be very often)
Till then .....