Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Random Thoughts

  • Had been to Wayanad alone .... that was a solace more than what any human could offer. Went to Calicut , and took a bus from there. A couple of hours spent in Wayanad , took another bus to Mysore.

Saw elephants , deer and wild buffaloes in the Wayanad forest. In addition, saw a couple of cute creatures on a tree ... neither were they monkeys, nor squirrels , nor birds. These were red and cream , and had long tails , had a face like that of teddy bears

Saw a St. Francis church on the way. It was blue and grey. Never seen a church painted that way.

  • Work changes people. Makes them selfish and inconsiderate. Also , fills them with a sense of insecurity
  • Love is the cause of all troubles in the world .. either the presence or the absence of it
  • Listened to music for the first time in a month ... was too upset to listen for the past one month. Felt like I had no right to enjoy
  • Of what value are we ?
  • My close friend joined work. At an office next to mine. But , why is that our easy friendship has changed ? does she also feel that way , or is it only me ?
  • Why am i angry with men who ogle at me ? Shouldn't I be flattered ?
  • There is some kind of a vague apprehension and fear in me at the moment, which in my conscious mind has no roots ..... but it is there
  • Am going to miss my sister when she goes away next week to university

77 comments:

Dew Drops said...

---
Love is the cause of all troubles in the world .. either the presence or the absence of it
----

can't agree more ;)

AnonymousBlogger said...

Damnit. I was so close to the #1 spot.

I'll read this tomorrow. I have to get up in 6 hours :(

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Dewdy :
I know !
u too feel that way ?

2 A/B :
haaa haaa ... atleast , it wasnt bcoz of Sudeep
oh oh ! why do u lose out on sleep like this ?

Ekta said...

Hugggs babes,
U seem to have done the best thing possible!!...spent time with urself!!
And well yes love does make the world go around!!
Hope ur feeling better now girl!!
Big hug and muwaahhhh to u!:-)

mathew said...

uh..in a retrospecitve gear??
lemme tell u..live without expecting anything in return...thats something i have learnt..no grudges..or pretensions..

and u get to smile more often!!!!!! :)

guess am getting too philosophical!!

:: The Protector :: said...

hoi deeps... long time.....
how ya doing ....
expectations leads to disappointment.

Cheers!
:)

Sudeep said...

do we have Slow Loris in India?

going the random way like A/B.. :)

tk care.. all fears n apprehensions will go one day.. soon tht too

better luck next time A/B :)

>|' ; '| said...

:) sounds like the blues

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Ekta :
thanx dear !
i feel u should take some time off too !

2 Mathew :
but we are human , arent we ?
no retrospection .. these were the thoughts that just went through me !

2 Vishnu :
i'm fine dear .. and you ?
u r right about expectations

2 Sudeep :
whatz Slow Loris ?
thanx for ur words !

2 Poison :
exams over ?

Anand said...

waynad!
well perfect place for a little introspection!!
Hope u feel ur lively self back again!
And hey agree with every point on your list!

Known Stranger said...

you are frustrated with yourself. You are trying to creat an atmosphere that you were happy with your vacation but you are not. You are insecured of some feelign inside you but covering yourself with some other feelings to show of you had ventilated the feelings.

:: The Protector :: said...

feeling sick :(

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Anand :
yeah !
am not sure i'm back to myself .. but , yeah , am better now !

2 known stranger :
but seriously , i enjoyed wayanad !

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Vishnu :
why ?

Arun said...

Calicut...Though its my Native place, Its over 3 yrs since i been there.Got to go there this time arnd:-)
Hey..u took the break for a reason, now u again goin back to the same problem,thinkin abt it?.. move on
Ya...its pains wen we get seperated from siblings...Im away from my sis for around 2 yrs now.
Hopefully i wil be back in Tvm this month end...if I survive the mumba rains :-)

~Cheers

:: The Protector :: said...

fever.....

Known Stranger said...

you might have enjoyed wayanad but still what i said before is what i repeat again.

neermathalam said...

Everyone goes through
this phase of confusions.
You went alone to woods
and does it have any role ?

No it is your worries
and the pangs of blue
they are playing havoc
Shall I give you an advice

Can you get out to see your
life as a third person, an
observer who doesn't bother
who just is a passive listener

Who counts the heartbeats
you make when you weep
Who counts your chuckles
When your tantrums work out

And confusions are like
diabetes there is no cure
Live with the confusions till
the time decide to unravel it.

>|' ; '| said...

exams are all over :(
kinda scared abt the results and the next step... :-ss

Mumbai Guy said...

hmm...this all thoughts looks so complicated. Dunno what to say.

silverine said...

When it rains it pours.Hope you get to see that rainbow soon dear :)

The cute creatures must have been the Loris.

CyberRowdy(Q8TechDrive) said...

well, love is mean to be present...and in no case its to be absent....

Arti Honrao said...

"There is some kind of a vague apprehension and fear in me at the moment, which in my conscious mind has no roots ..... but it is there"

Hota hai kabhi kabhi ...
Aksar mere saath bhi hua hai ...

Meditation helps me!


GBU
Arti

kickassso said...

you are :-O!!!!!!!!!!
what sort, more specifically??
Mebbe its still not too late to make a career change yet:(

kickassso said...

cant believe you you could exist one entire month without music!...I'd surely have withdrawal syndrome in the first week itself:D

AnonymousBlogger said...

why do u lose out on sleep like this ?
I had a big update last night.

Listened to music for the first time in a month ... was too upset to listen for the past one month. Felt like I had no right to enjoy
Deepa, I think that's when music is MOST important. It's more important to use its power when you're sad then to enjoy it when your all smiles.

Why am i angry with men who ogle at me ? Shouldn't I be flattered ?
I think it all depends on the person. Nothing wrong with not feeling flattered. It's up to you.

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Arun :
hey !
u r from Calicut ?
oh ! the rains in mumbai must be pretty bad .. right ?

2 Vishnu :
oh ! thatz bad ... must be the rains
tc

2 known stranger :
hmmmmmmmmm

2 neermathalam :
thank you for ur words
yes , i went to the woods
to help me get over my wounds
now , let me see my state
ans what is written in my fate !

2 Poison :
i never asked u the most imp qn .... now , let me
where r u going ?

2 Mumbai guy :
hey ! welcome :)
arrey .. there is nothing much in it ... really !

2 Silverine :
hi dear !
even Sudeep said Loris .. i compared their pics , but they dont look the same

2 CyberRowdy(Q8TechDrive) :
Whoa ! what was that ?

2 Arti :
oh ! ok !
lemme see why

2 kickassso :
i bet this is w.r.t the comment i left on ur blog , right ?
what did u mean ?
one month w/o music .. well , my mind worked that way :((

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 A/B :
big update ! oh yes , i understand :)
yeah , u r right abt the music bit .... but ....
ok .. i'll try to enjoy the oggling then .. okie ?
tc

Keshi said...

**These were red and cream , and had long tails , had a face like that of teddy bears

how interesting! Must have been so pretty to watch.


**Love is the cause of all troubles in the world

Is it Deepz? I think it's HATE that is the cause for all troubles in the world - lack of LOVE. Besides love can leas ppl to be selfish etc but that's not love's fault...it's the person's fault. Love does not hurt..people do.



**Felt like I had no right to enjoy

sometimes I feel like that too..and at those times I just curl up and sleep.


**Why am i angry with men who ogle at me ? Shouldn't I be flattered ?

hehehe Deepz. Cos being ogled at can be annoying. There's a difference between looking and ogling :)


TC huggggggggz!
Keshi.

CyberRowdy(Q8TechDrive) said...

I am mad now...

Known Stranger said...

you know the method of keeping quite with a smile.

Arun said...

yep..:-)Im from Calicut
Ya,don't ask...its pouring cats n dogs out here

~Cheers

>|' ; '| said...

accenture(s/w), chennai... :-< its soo imminent. feeling weird rather :D

and congrats! and.. are u gona go for the iit? :-?

Arun said...

i see..if i can find it out n let u know by end of the day

Vivhyd said...

lol with the description of the animal u saw.. cudnt agree less with ur stmt abt love.. very nicely put!!.. chill out lady!! dont get stressed out.. :)..

niki yokota said...

wat is ogle?? (checking dictionary)
awww~!!!! so envy lol
why is that? maybe there is something u dislike abt him(??)

>Work changes people. Makes them selfish and inconsiderate.

so very true!!(>_<)i dont like my colleague like i used to do...
lets hope these selfish ppl will lose their job soon!

Sudeep said...

not Loris? then wht were those creatures? find it out..

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Sujit said...

hi..how are you doing. was on a weened journey to see some places, places were good but not people :(.. so a mixutre of things.. eega hegidira?.. monne minna post nodiDe.. adare comment madalilla.. avvatu raatre.. bari nimma post tale tinta itu:(.. nidde baralilla..... eega hegidira?.. nimage mail madabahuda?..

starry nights said...

Just stopped to say hello.You have a nice blog. Love is the cause of all the trouble most of the time good or bad, but can we do without it.You should be flattered if a guy oggles at u. you must be worth it otherwise he would not bother.so go ahead take the compliment.

Gates said...

Oh...the introspection trip huh? the once in a while Sabbath..nicey nice..

Love can neither be created nor be destroyed. It can be just transferred from one thing to another..

Bullshit?
Think 'bout it.

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Keshi :
yeah ! they were pretty !
lack of love is also due to love , isnt it ? but lack of love isnt necessarily hate !
yeah , therez a diff b/w oggling and appreciating !

2 CyberRowdy(Q8TechDrive)
:
why ?

2 known stranger :
haaa haaa
no re !

2 Arun :
oh ok !

2 Poison :
oh ! accenture ... our senior is working there
am not sure abt my plans

2 Vivhyd :
why do i get the feeling that u have been burnt ?
well , anyhow , will relax ...
how was ur vacation ?

2 Niki :
no dear , what i said was a general statement
but by thinking that the selfish people lose their jobs , we are being selfinsh too ... right ?

2 Sudeep
u find out for me :)

2 Sujit :
yaava post ?
btw , iit B inda call banthu .. andre hoogake kashtha eega

2 starry nights :
hey !
thanx for stopping by
and , thanx for the compliment
itz only love (words from the song)
but somehow , felt a bit uncomfy w/ the oggling

2 gates :
whoa !
thatz a first .. love can neither be created nor destroyed
thinking abt it ... hmmmmmm

Known Stranger said...

:>))

Sujit said...

wow..congrats.. yaake kasta?.. hogi!.. neevu eega hogi.. nannu next year faculty aagi iitb join adtini :).. aaga nimma jothe matadabahudu :p.. hehe.. good.. ee post.. avvatu nane tale thinTu.. andre.. nimma kasta nodi.. nann history munde bantu.. thale ella messa aithu :)... neevu nanage mail madtira?

vaibhav said...

Men who ogle @ you.... God, i hate those buggers who shamelsssly stare at girls... Get a life!

btw.. u shud be flattered but don't make it a habit! :P

Known Stranger said...

:>))

CyberRowdy(Q8TechDrive) said...

deepz...was not feeling well as you know for the last couple days...I am regaining my smartness...this morning is so good it looks like......

vaibhav said...

Oh, the rains have stopped now in Mumbai... it's sunshine again... atleast for now! :)

Btw... which part of Mumbai are u coming to visit?

vaibhav said...

Powai is nice place.. but IIT is a jungle... LOL...there have been leopard sightings and all! :)

Sudeep said...

me? nope i cant.. :D

vaibhav said...

if there are heavy rains, that Powai place is totally fucked then! :)

vaibhav said...

The condition now is ... the weather is quite sunny out here!

Arun said...

hope u solve urs soon :-)
I tried contactin some students out there...but they were askin lik wat intrw etc
neways I hope u have got the reply from the Dept rite?

~Cheers

Vivhyd said...

not exactly burnt but something close!!.. hey my hols went well.. I will update my blog with some pics soon. tomorrow for sure.. tke care

$1L>erB@Ck said...

now i shall attempt to answer all your questions..yea i kno theyre not exactly questions ..but w/e
-work makes ppl dull,try not to work at all..works for me.
-if love is the cause of all troubles,how do you explain my sudden stomach ache
-music is good
-values shmalues..pfft
-probably only you
-you hav done somthing wrong.hmm i wonder what??
-gots nothing to say...
lol..sayin that im bored is now a major understatement..seeya

vaik said...

well well you are not alone. I am sure there are many people who feel the same about many of the things, if not all :)

AnonymousBlogger said...

Men who ogle @ you.... God, i hate those buggers who shamelsssly stare at girls... Get a life!

Vaibhav, is it ok if guys do that without getting noticed? :\

Keshi said...

**lack of love is also due to love , isnt it ?

na I cant agree with that Deepz :)how can lack of love be due to love? u can love someone and then stop loving that person for some reason. But the reason for that isnt love. It's cos u stopped loving.


**but lack of love isnt necessarily hate !

thats true. lack of love isnt always hate. it could b just an empty emotionless state.


Keshi.

Ash said...

love is the cause of all trouble ,,....agree 100% ...

take care
Ash

Anil The Great said...

turmoil of life, chaos and confusion, everything hazy and unclear.

well, thats the time, when we should reflect back in our life and get some clarity for ourselves.

We should, time to time, get some clairty in our life, when it becomes too chaiotic.

-ATG

>|' ; '| said...

:) simple solution - if u dont like what u r doing now, go for the m tech... :D
(i know its not as simple as that.. but from an outside perspective, its kinda the bottomline)

:: The Protector :: said...

hey buds.... am back

Raghav said...

men who ogle really psyche one out.. they should be bashed up !!! i know what u must be going thru, my GF tells me what its like !

Art said...

Love is there in everything.. There cannot be one moment in ur life when u dont love smthing or smone...

Hiren said...

What you have said about love is very interesting and very true though I am not so sure about work. It depends upon your conditining. If you value your work and your calling and vocations, you would appreciate your work- Make your passion your profession

manish said...

A few random answers,to some of your random thoughts :-)

Work changes people. Makes them selfish and inconsiderate. Also , fills them with a sense of insecurity --
Eliminate the cause ,stop working :-)

Of what value are we ? -- Do you want that in rupees or dollars ?? :)

Sudarshan said...

Wow...you're having a great time visiting all wonderful places:-)

I've heard a lot about Wayanad..would love to go there:-)

Looks like you've been busy Deepa..you've been a passive blogger for quite a while now...work eh?:-)

praveen said...

how come there r no pics??

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 known stranger :
:)

2 Sujit :
interview tumba kashtha ithu
nimma id gothilla

2 Vaibhav :
haaa haaa ... well , u were oggling too then .,... when we were sitting in front of the shops.
thanx for everything :)

2 CyberRowdy(Q8TechDrive) :
huh ? looks like ... pls fill in the dots

2 Sudeep :
pls do

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Arun :
everything done !
thank you

2 Vivhyd :
like ? what happened ?
we know have a topic to discuss this weekend

2 $1L>erB@Ck :
thanx for the attempt !
but must say , u r kinda off the mark
tc
c ya soon

2 Vaik :
really ?
ok
i just put across what was going thru my mind now
TC !

2 A/B :
i know Vaibhav's itching to answer this ....
letz see what he comes up with

Vivhyd said...

well we have lots of topics but rnt able to meet in 1st place :).. ur email ends with yahoo.com or co.in??

Sujit said...

howdaaa!.. results bandta?.. enaithu?.. nanage helli.. anxious..!..nanna id..pbsujit at yahoo dot com..mail maade..

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

2 Keshi :
yeah !
lack of love is not hate.
and abt lack of love being due to love ... well , it is the absence of something called love , isnt it ? hence , ultimately everything rests on love

2 ash :
:)
been burnt , huh ?

2 ATG :
else, we should not think .. either of them work fine !

2 Poison :
oh ok !
been there , came back !

2 Vishnu :
so am i !

2 Raghav :
oh !
she feels the same way too ... good !
so , take care that u dont ogle at women

2 Art :
love is everything .. yes .... every single action in our life is determined by love ... unfortunately

2 Hiren :
hello !
Welcome :)
about work , what i am saying is from my personal experience

2 Manish :
hi !
welcome :)
haaa haaa ... thatz a good one .. the stop working bit !
well , i want the value in terms of ..... hmmm .... love ?

2 Sudarshan :
yeah ... been quite busy
and this time , travelling was a necessity

2 Praveen :
hey !
long time !
yes ,... this time , no pics coz i didnt take the camera ... the travel was a necessity , not a luxury ... so ...

2 Vivhyd :
right ~
btw , i dont check that id regularly ... i'll send u my mail id

2 Sujit :
interview aayithu .. kashtha ithu
ok .. mail maadthini

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